'BIG MY SECRET' is a dance theater performance that deals with the story of one individual woman struggling with her sexual orientation and her faith in God. It represents her inner journey, into the self, exploring her own deep feelings, emotional turmoil, and religious beliefs. She struggles with the fact that she has feelings of an 'unnatural' nature (or, at least, that's what she's been taught to call them) towards another woman in the same coven/religious institution as herself. 'WHY do i feel this way', and 'what does God REALLY think' are all questions that are directly or indirectly asked in this work.