He has been watching her for a long time. And sometimes when he sees her smile he thinks that perhaps he doesn't need the pills anymore. He follows her sometimes, and keeps a secret book, for his eyes only. His eyes devour it on a daily basis, in a lonely room. He knows where she works, what she does for fun...where she lives. He idolizes her but is afraid that she could be the very thing that destroys him. Still, he dreams of her nightly, and visions of her fill his days. But there is someone new in her life...