Desire aka Desi Holiday, is 17 and pregnant, growing up in a Watts housing project. She's convinced that words mean nothing and takes a vow of silence and imagines a beautiful place filled with vivid colors, lollipops and waterfalls. Her candid thoughts come to life in her journal where she speaks to her unborn son Lil Z in order to understand Love, why boys lie, and what it all means for the both of them.
