Jill Garner is a successful, music producer. After being brutally raped and left to feel responsible for the attack, she finds herself forced to find any way to emotionally survive. The time-line explodes in Jill's life, from the second of her abduction and rape, to her ensuing nervous breakdown, to her traumatic psychological meltdown. Jill desperately searches for a reason to continue her life. She searches for herself through reckless and cloudy relationships with others, as well as drugs. With the failure of each relationship, Jill traumatically disintegrates.